18:52pm and the sun is still shining. I’m going to go out, walk, breathe & pick those god damn flowers I’ve been wanting to pick for a while. Bye!
18:52pm and the sun is still shining. I’m going to go out, walk, breathe & pick those god damn flowers I’ve been wanting to pick for a while. Bye!
I don’t get the same feeling thinking about going on holiday as I used to.
Going to India, changed everything.
I get bored of places easier, more than ever.
But, I know I need to get out of Leeds, because I hear myself saying that I want to have a break, it’s “summer time” their may not be the excuse or time next year.
This summer, for a few days- it’s not AS MUCH where I’d to go for it’s ‘stimulating’ reputation… Because the answer to that would be India, India & India again But, who I’m with, what I’m doing & how it makes me feel. I think that if life could over me a few days to rejuvenate my spirit- whether that means enjoying life like an 80 year old or an 18 year old, I’ll be happy. :)
When in fact she is just at the mercy of her own powerful feelings.
They are no pictures, paintings or photographs to match these words.
Another day of cold hands & feet
But everyday has to be different
I wake up at 10pm
A little guilt creeps in
No! I needed that sleep.
This is how I should feel in the mornings
I walk to the bathroom to get a drink
fuck! wrong room!
Kitchen Lauren… Kitchen
I plonk my french ass at my desk
I feel the engine of my brain switch on
My eyes sleep
My mind confused by the simple things
The engine begins to run
Gotta keep it slow,
Otherwise it’ll be like drink driving
The simple things, i repeat
The simple things
LAGRA, I will learn to put you together
Slowly but surely
Inscense burning
Scened candles glowing
A pang of excitement
Some curiosity
& a pinch of love
I lie. Never has anything been a pinch of love.
I drank hot tea whilst having a hot shower
Couldn’t open a wrapped up cereal bar
I listened to music sung by girls who sound like women
Got angry and felt guilty for it
Cried and felt selfish for it
Thought about flower picking
Couldn’t stop wanting to buy a bookcase
Phoenix - Too Young
laurenpissochet How can you tell whether it is your heart talking or your mind? Which is right? & Which is wrong?
heartmindspirit: Whatever one speaks the truth, no matter how hard it is to hear. There is no right in or wrong in my opinion, just truth and non truth. Your heart actually communicates more to your brain, than the brain does to the heart. It sends more bioelectrical signals, communicating all sorts of inner wisdom, and intuition. Whatever brings you alive and leads you towards growth, is what to be focused on.